burning cold

the cold continues its grip - yesterday was rough - but so warm - i was overdressed and sweated that damn cold - even got some exercise - unloading my car - must have been 5,000 trips up and down the stairs - and when i get around to cleaning that rat hole, well, that will be more exercise - what i am really looking for right now is a sane life - i want to do things that will feeed me - feed my soul, my happiness, my health, my sanity - the bank account of sanity and health has gotten pretty low - hence the cold and niggling depression -